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Lmao I just re-read my post from mid-August now that it's been about a month. I sure thought that I would be more organized than I ended up being, huh?
I ended up having to default on AUEx though I am still working on a belated treat. Hopefully will have that up by the weekend and then the still-beating heart of that failure can stop beating under my floorboards. My other events I managed to get caught up on at least. Phew!
Work is back to being hot/cold/crazy/boring in random order. I have scraped out some WFH time this week which is good (hence the chance to actually update this). Got horrible news that Bossman is switching departments, so I will be the last person standing from my original team. I've lost literally all of my coworkers in the course of 11 months and it sucks. Like, yeah yeah it's capitalism and they all left to get "better" jobs for what they needed. But also. Like. Ugh, it just sucks to feel like the last one left.
Stress has also been a big issue lately. I have so much shit on my mental to-do list that having fun is just ??? a mystery??? I spend a chunk of time just winding down from being stressed out or frustrated and then I don't have time to actually ADDRESS the things that are stressful, so it cycles back again the next day.
/sigh/ this entry is very depressing, isn't it?
I ended up having to default on AUEx though I am still working on a belated treat. Hopefully will have that up by the weekend and then the still-beating heart of that failure can stop beating under my floorboards. My other events I managed to get caught up on at least. Phew!
Work is back to being hot/cold/crazy/boring in random order. I have scraped out some WFH time this week which is good (hence the chance to actually update this). Got horrible news that Bossman is switching departments, so I will be the last person standing from my original team. I've lost literally all of my coworkers in the course of 11 months and it sucks. Like, yeah yeah it's capitalism and they all left to get "better" jobs for what they needed. But also. Like. Ugh, it just sucks to feel like the last one left.
Stress has also been a big issue lately. I have so much shit on my mental to-do list that having fun is just ??? a mystery??? I spend a chunk of time just winding down from being stressed out or frustrated and then I don't have time to actually ADDRESS the things that are stressful, so it cycles back again the next day.
/sigh/ this entry is very depressing, isn't it?
